Sunday, November 07, 2004
today slept till late. jus cant pull myself out of my cosy bed.. hahha maybe i slept late last nite.. but had a argurment with my sister last nite.. was quite disappointed in her.. our argument started with a slight communication break down n made me waste my time on waiting..
every1 has diff expectation frm 1 another.. wat i like may not be wat u like. or wat u think apporirate may not be wat i think is rite. tt y i always tell dion whenever we qurarlle that he cant impose wat he think is rite on to me cos to me his thinking maybe wrong or sth which i cnat accept.. i explain this to my sis too last nite.. but our argument ended off with tears.. maybe i was to harsh on my tone or maybe she is feelin stress as she is having her exam in 2 weeks time..
am i a bit bad tempered lately? did i change? or have i becoming more n more unreasonable.. i need to know.. anyone who read this.. pls tel me.. if yes.. i wan to change back to my old self.. i don wan to been hated by ppl or ppl talking behind my back..
sorry to the few of u who i had shown my temper recently.. i didnt mean it but sometime its the topic which cause me to over react.. pls bear with me.. i wil change..or once everything is over..
no matter wat happen.. friends r impt to me... (aud, eun, deb, liz, pam, wen) i really don like our friendship to be affected by magnum or wat other things tt matter..
i am tired.. i still owe aud some comm stuff b4 we step down.. i have attachment.. i have rd show.. maybe wat i really need now is not a gd rest but some encouragement n motivation to keep myself moving to the end.. so near yet so far..
like wat eun say maybe its time for me to prepare my speech.. to start thinking wat i wan say and hopefully like wat eun say.. everything will be back to normal.. and not knowing anything is better then knowing.. i rather be kept in the dark then see its ugly side of life..
thanx dion.. i had a great day today.. u keep me going.. :)
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